& I'M JELLO, BABY Angsty bullshit

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Anonymous asked: Do you write in a diary/journal? (Don't know if my question went through before)

This is the first time I’ve gotten this so you’re good. And I do. It’s really the only way I can write and say whatever I want without scrutiny.

Anonymous asked: i barely even fuckin know any of you and i get like super nostalgic about your friendship with erin, aelix, anna, and saydi from early high school

Dude, same. We were way too fucking cute.

5/9 22:59 - 4 notes
Anonymous asked: What are ya majoring in at school?

Child and family studies

Anonymous asked: what kind of seven hour class are you taking holy shit

It’s a 3 credit college success course, and it’s only two weekends in one term which is why the hours are so long. It’s worth it though!

Anonymous asked: My best friend has another best friend who I really don't likeeeeeeee: Loud, rude, insincere. I know she's gonna be around for awhile how do I deal!

-__- I have been in this situation way too many goddamn times. I really wanna tell you that I have an answer for this, but i’m not exactly the queen of friendship. I think the past few times this has happened that friend and I just sort of drifted apart. (Which I know is not the answer you were looking for) 

I guess my advice for keeping this person as a friend is really try and get to know her friend and try to become friends with her too. This doesn’t always work (oh god, it definitely doesn’t always work) so just let your friend know how you feel but not in a rude way, and let her know that you wanna hang out with just her sometimes too. 

But let me tell you, fuck this situation.

5/2 19:28 - 2 notes
Anonymous asked: is that really zacks butt?

ya

Anonymous asked: what kind of makeup do you wear?

Brand wise?

Maybelline FIT concealer, and powder, liquid eyeliner pen, and voluminous mascara. Clinique creme blush stick in Peachy Blush, or Sonia Kashuk blush in Melon. And a baked eyeshadow palette by Lorac.

Anonymous asked: I am an objective individual who doesn't know you, but I have decided that you are a wonderful person.

Aw man. :)

Anonymous asked: how do you afford school and housing if i may ask? i'm moving out soon and am considering taking out loans but am terrified lol any suggestions?

My parents are against student loans so they’re paying for my schooling and housing. I was dumb and didn’t apply for very many scholarships like I should have, so I guess that’s my advice to you, apply for scholarships and hopefully you get some! Thee idea of student loans piling up scares me too.

4/15 20:54 - 1 note
Anonymous asked: Is your mom a janitor? I swear she is the janitor lady at South I see all the time... *mind blown*

She’s the lady you see!

Anonymous asked: I have a question. Lets say your grandmother is really sick and not going to get better and you know she is about to die so you are really depressed because you've never dealt with death. If your boyfriend in a sense said to "get over it" what would you do?

I would be really mad and offended. How dare he act like that in a time where you really need somebody. I don’t know your situation but from what you wrote here, but if someone you love and trust can’t support you in one time of need, there’s a good chance he won’t be able to next time something bad happens.

I would first talk to him and tell him how that makes you feel. This is really important. Maybe he just doesn’t know how to handle this situation and thinks he’s helping you in a way, and you can help him realize that this is not the way you’d like him to handle it. If that doesn’t work, I would re-think the relationship. You should not just “get over it,” you’re entitled to your feelings and emotions, and if someone is committed to being your partner, they should be there for you through all of it.

4/15 16:50 - 2 notes
Anonymous asked: How many hours a week do you work while going to school?

0-4. Because my job BLOWS.

Putting in my two weeks today -__-

Anonymous asked: You go to psu right? Guess whose going there in the fall.. :)

I do! And a lot of people from what it sounds like, but tell me who YOU mean!

Anonymous asked: What's your flickr account?

http://www.flickr.com/photos/gracelundblade/

there’s nothing really serious or recent on it, just a lot of old film